How could I navigate my Japanese-language emotions in pursuit of a Western psychiatric label?
When he asked me how to say “I love you” in Japanese, I translated linguistically, but mistranslated culturally.
‘Setsunai’ implies something once bright, now faded. It is the painful twinge at the edge of a memory, the joy in the knowledge that everything is temporary.
To me, ‘daiji’ embodies the struggle to prioritize two languages, homes, and selves.
The silent retreat gives us all time away from the bewilderment we tend to experience around American holidays.
“Miyazaki tells us something about bodies in flux: There is no easy answer; only the conflict, the question.”