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Muscle Memory

I don’t recognize the future version of me the doctor describes. To remain myself, I must prove him wrong.

You miss it, don’t you?It stays in your blood. It never leaves

You cheatedYou haven’t walked away from anything.

How long should I expect this to last

I’d give it another three days. You silly thingI’m not going anywhere.

CongratulationsBe proud of this

You will scare people with these knots

I could do thatI used to do that.

It’s not dangerousit’s just chronic pain.

It will do more harm than goodYou silly thing

I quit.