Exploring a Rocky Mountain Glacier in the Space Between Science and Storytelling
Kate Harris writes in Lands of Lost Borders, “Explorers might be extinct, in the historic sense of the vocation, but exploring still exists, will always exist: in the basic longing to learn what in the universe we are doing here.” This is exactly how I felt working at Hilda Glacier.
My basic equipment meant that I not only collected data, but had to fill data gaps with observations and ideas of what might be happening to capture the whole scientific story. This required a combination of close observation of the local hydrology, and storytelling. I watched how the proglacial stream came to life when glacier melt started late in the morning, filling a channel that had dried overnight as it flowed towards the terminal moraine. I explored the ice caves along the valley sides, remnants of glacier ice no longer moving with the main body of ice. They echoed with the sound of melt, and I wondered if some of the more precarious pieces of ice would come loose on my head. I sketched the proglacial channel before it disappeared underground, sometimes daily, as it was constantly changing. I noted all of these events in my field book, as you never know what information will come in handy.
After several weeks of observation and measurement, we determined that, at a threshold amount of melt, the subterranean stream was overwhelmed and a surface stream formed that created a lake in the mud flats in the proglacial zone. But these events were few and far between, requiring exceptionally high melt or heavy rainfall.
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My work at Hilda Glacier was part of a long tradition of research, exploration, and storytelling in the area, most recently by geologistsKathleen Hammer and Norman Smith in the 1980s, who researched the ability of Hilda’s proglacial stream to move rocks and gravel. Evidence of their presence appeared as a battered old coffee pot they left at the site, and a painted rock that they would have used to see how far the stream could transport marked pieces of gravel.
But long before them, at the turn of the twentieth century, there had been several adventurous, science-minded women who explored the area.
Philadelphian Mary Schäffer, who eventually moved to Banff, travelled by horse pack train every summer in the early twentieth century, exploring the Rockies for four months at a time, usually with her companion Mollie Adams and guided mainly by well-known mountain guides Billy Warren (Schäffer’s future husband) and Sid Unwin. Based on the maps of her travels, she passed through the Hilda Glacier area in each of the 1904-1908 field seasons. Schäffer’s explorations took her to Wilcox Pass, Nigel Pass, and Mt Athabasca—all in the immediate vicinity of Hilda Glacier. She even had a camp named Camp Parker, on the same Parker ridge where our grizzly sow came from. I wonder if there was a local grizzly already back when she was camped there.
Sometimes I thought I caught a glimpse of Schäffer’s travel bloomers just around the next bend in the trail, as though if I walked a bit faster I might catch up with her.
Sometimes I thought I caught a glimpse of Schäffer’s travel bloomers just around the next bend in the trail, as though if I walked a bit faster I might catch up with her.
In “No Ordinary Woman,” by Janice Sandford Beck, she is quoted as saying that “the media . . . insisted that outdoor life “would have little appeal to the average woman whose time is divided between her dressmaker’s, her clubs, and the management of her maids.”” But Schäffer and Adams scoffed at this description, saying, “We can starve as well as men; the [bogs] will be no softer for us than for them; the ground will be no harder to sleep upon; the water no deeper to swim, nor the bath colder if we fall in.”
Kate Harris writes in Lands of Lost Borders, “Explorers might be extinct, in the historic sense of the vocation, but exploring still exists, will always exist: in the basic longing to learn what in the universe we are doing here.” This is exactly how I felt working at Hilda Glacier, like an old-fashioned explorer trying to understand what was important about the glacier. I felt like Schäffer, who surveyed Maligne Lake with a measuring spool (which fell in the lake twice and had to be re-ordered from Toronto) and survey rod (the metal one was suspect so they switched to a piece of wood), or like Mary Vaux, another Philadelphian and friend of Schäffer’s, who spent most of her time in the Yoho region, taking on her father’s legacy of measuring the Illecillewaet and Asulkan glaciers from 1911-1922, and making first ascents of numerous mountains in the region.
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There is a picture of me, sitting next to a huge block of stagnant glacier ice up against the far west cliff of the Hilda valley. I am writing in my notebook—but am I making scientific notations or telling a story? And how much of science really is story?
Most scientists would be horrified to think of their work as a story. But I believe it is—you’re telling the what, why, how, where, and when of a particular process or site you’re measuring. Most of my knowledge of the hydrology at Hilda Glacier was based on filling data gaps with story, with what I thought was happening but couldn’t completely quantify because I didn’t have all the equipment.
I never did publish my work as it wasn’t robust enough—too much story and not enough data. I presented it at a national conference: the youngest person there, standing in front of a room full of intimidating scientists in my one set of non-field clothes, talking about numbers and graphs but wishing I had more solid evidence. I was stranded between science and story. I realized that ultimately I preferred to observe and tell stories about landscapes, rather than analyse and quantify them. I felt what Kate Harris wrote inThe Walrus, “The end of all our exploring, then, is not knowledge but kinship—a deepened sense of connection to the planet and to each other, earthlings every one.” Standing before the room of scholars, I may have felt slightly alienated from their society, but I felt strongly connected to the Hilda glacier landscape and the way it changed over time, and to the people who had travelled through and studied the region in the past.
I'm a former environmental scientist who writes about the environment, climate change, women in science, and mental health. I have bylines at Longreads, Undark, The Rumpus, LitHub, Hakai Magazine, and more. I am working on a book detailing my fieldwork adventures to remote locations in Canada. You can reach me on Titter at @SnowHydro.
Kate Harris writes in Lands of Lost Borders, “Explorers might be extinct, in the historic sense of the vocation, but exploring still exists, will always exist: in the basic longing to learn what in the universe we are doing here.” This is exactly how I felt working at Hilda Glacier.
Kate Harris writes in Lands of Lost Borders, “Explorers might be extinct, in the historic sense of the vocation, but exploring still exists, will always exist: in the basic longing to learn what in the universe we are doing here.” This is exactly how I felt working at Hilda Glacier.
Kate Harris writes in Lands of Lost Borders, “Explorers might be extinct, in the historic sense of the vocation, but exploring still exists, will always exist: in the basic longing to learn what in the universe we are doing here.” This is exactly how I felt working at Hilda Glacier.