I have been afraid most days of my life, which is what anxiety is, and the months of this pregnancy have been the most anxious of my life.
“Panic is terror distilled, a bouillon cube of anxiety for your already-rattled nervous system.”
“I know I am about to be afraid, and I am also about to be just fine. This is controlled terror.”
The nature or “West cure” was developed in the nineteenth century to treat men with anxiety. Women were sent to bed.
“We could wrap our heads around theology and bullshit around a bonfire. What we never had was a vocabulary for fear.”
“To have hope in the presence of suffering and constant anxiety can feel impossible.”
Inheritance comes to us in many forms. Some jagged treasures we choose for ourselves.
“When I am anxious, I often think I can produce my way out of it.”
I do not feel that I choose the fear so much as it chooses me.