like a record player that breaks, i’m talking seasons, i’m spitting out winter on repeat; the rubbing alcohol on my fingers, the unapologetic sickness that takes over, arriving without preparation, making a splash, like the last person you want to encounter in a restaurant or at a movie theatre, or anywhere, really. vulnerable thoughts, anxious […]
“I’m overwhelmed”… That’s a term often thrown about in the wrong context. I’ve heard girls use it when their best friend comes out of a dressing room looking incredible, “I’m overwhelmed how amazing you look!” (come on! Your friend is beautiful! Have you had Roy Orbison’s glasses on all this time?!) I’ve heard it from […]
I have spent many years trying to get rid of drugs that made my life miserable. It is a fact that drugs have helped me feel good for a short span of time but in the long run, it has only created problems for me. It has not been easy for me, and I would […]
sipping wine coolers by the lake in the shade, making out by the water’s edge close to midnight, nowhere to go and nowhere to be. late drives through town in a fresh july air so thick you feel like you can breathe the best and worst at once. fast food signs along the highway route […]
Originally Published @ Afrokanist Magazine, London. 2016. Shoutout to Abi. — A Beginning [to “Home Is Africa” – Horace Parlan] James Baldwin said, “Literature is indispensable to the world. The world changes according to the way people see it, and if you alter, even by a millimeter, the way a person looks at reality, then […]
I have anger issues. . . I’m an abuser. I can’t stop the fury from welling up inside when I perceive that I’m being purposely messed with, and that’s when I lash out violently. Who do I abuse? . . . Oh, no-no, I need to explain myself better. I don’t abuse people. I would […]
My thoughts on the passing of a teacher and the hateful events at a basketball game
1997-1999: I didn’t know what it was like to be self-conscious just yet. All I knew was that it felt too warm to always wear my hair down. The texture was thick. The curls felt heavy. The humidity was sticky. Whenever I could, I’d have my mom brush my strands back into a tight ponytail. […]