I don’t think you thought you’d appear / in my poem but here you are
Mickey
In the karaoke bar a dealer whispersa good price. He’ll do some first
so I know it’s safe. I Could Never Be Your Woman rises
in the monitor: So much for all your highbrow Marxist ways.
Breath moves through the world and the microphone
I’m handed. No thanks. He puts his number in my phone
anyways. Dreams. Says the name’s under Mickey. Don’t Start Now.
Tyrone. Crazy. After midnight someone asks about that number but you
are my only Mickey. Here are some pictures of us at the dive
around the corner four years past. It’s three
you’re gone. I’m smashed. The dealer left no number, only opened
an app to pay himself for nothing. Lucky Star.
Before they found you in the playground
I don’t think you thought you’d appear in my poem but here you are
just in time. The drinks are coming, Mickey. The next song’s mine.
Sam Ross is the author of Company (Four Way Books), winner of the Thom Gunn Award for Gay Poetry.